I don’t know what drives me more anger or tolerance? I watch the news and the devastated family of the young murdered boys. I look at their mother’s controlled fury that chokes back her tears. I hear their father’s words ‘Their faces were unidentifiable, their bodies soaked in blood’. I think of that censored video again and am engulfed in anger! I feel like whipping those criminals, beating them with the same clubs they used, thrashing them and dragging their bodies just the way they did. The next second I calm myself and think, I am not like them, I am not that cruel or heartless. I could never hurt a living being such. But then again fury screams in my head. I don’t know if I should control it or let it loose. I think of Ramadan and our Prophet’s (PBUH) teachings, I wonder if Prophet Muhammad (PBUH) would have kept silent and tolerated or sentenced the criminals to death as it is ordered in the Shariá. I don’t know the answer, don’t know what to do…I might if I ask, but at the moment I am caught. Caught in what is right to feel and what is right to do. I wish to take revenge for those innocent lives dead but hesitate thinking I am not like them…so what is right? How should I think? What should I think? How do you think, what do you think?